Out Of HidingIsaiah 60:1

The Pitch By the Gate

This message is for A woman who had the pitch by the gate at a Saturday car boot sale for six years and stopped going after a bad stretch that belongs to what another person did, and who now believes quietly that there is no place left anywhere for her.

Gates open at six for sellers and seven for buyers, and every person who has ever sold at a car boot knows that the seven part is a fiction, because there are people over the fence at ten past six going through your boxes while you are still getting the table up.

She had the pitch by the gate for six years. First row, second in. It is the best spot on that field and everybody knew it was hers, and it was hers because she got there at five past six every single Saturday for six years, and there is no other mechanism by which anything becomes yours at a car boot.

Trestle table. A groundsheet for the bigger stuff. A tin for the change with a rubber band round it. She was good at it. She could price anything in about two seconds and she never once got into an argument, and she had regulars who came looking for her.

She has not been for three years.

She drove past the field one Saturday last spring, going somewhere else, and slowed down without deciding to, and saw a man with a gazebo on her pitch, which is against the spirit of the thing but not against any rule, and she drove on.

And what she took away from that morning was not annoyance. It was a sentence that has been with her ever since, and the sentence is that there is no place left for her anywhere.

Now let me say who I am speaking to before anything else. Today I am speaking to you, the one whose weight belongs to what somebody else did. I will not ask you what it was, not now and not later, and nothing here wants the thing itself.

And before you brace for it: nobody here is setting you a pace. Stopping going is not a sin, this site will never call it one, and there is no timetable in this message.

The command comes with its reason attached

There is a line in Isaiah that has been used as a rallying cry so often that people have stopped noticing it is two clauses and that the second one is doing all the work.

Arise, shine; for thy light is come, and the glory of the LORD is risen upon thee.Isaiah 60:1

Arise, shine. That is the command, and quoted on its own it is a burden, because it sounds like an instruction to produce something out of yourself at seven o'clock on a Saturday morning when you have nothing.

For thy light is come. That is the reason, and it is joined to the command by a word that means because.

The light is not something the rising produces. The light has already arrived. The rising is what a person does in response to an arrival that has already happened, which is an entirely different action from generating light in the dark.

And notice the tense. Is come. Not is coming. Not will come when you are ready. It is here, on the field, before you are up.

You are being called to get up into a light that has already arrived, and you were never asked to make any of it yourself. I am not offering you a warm reading. The written word joins the reason to the command with a causal word, and the Holy Spirit is the one who takes that off a page and puts it into a woman driving past a field on a Saturday.

A pitch and a place are not the same thing

Now the sentence you took away from that morning, because I want to take it apart carefully rather than argue you out of it.

You lost a pitch. That is true. A pitch at a car boot sale belongs to whoever gets there at five past six, and you stopped getting there, and a man with a gazebo now does. That is simply how a field works and it is not a judgment about anybody.

You did not lose a place. Those are two different things and the sentence welded them together on a road at forty miles an hour.

A pitch is allocated by arrival. A place is given by God, and Isaiah is speaking to a whole people who had lost everything allocated to them, every field and every wall, and He does not restore their pitches in that chapter. He says the light has come and tells them to get up in it.

You have a place that was never allocated by who got there first, and you were never in danger of losing it to a man with a gazebo. Scripture speaks that chapter over people who had lost the lot, and it is His Spirit, not a good spot on a field, who makes a place feel like a place.

The breakthrough

So here is the ask, and it is deliberately small.

Go into one ordinary place you have been avoiding. Today, briefly. You do not have to take a table. You do not have to buy anything. Walk in through the gate, look at two rows, and go if that is what today holds.

And say nothing at all about why you stopped going. If somebody who remembers you says something warm, you may say something warm back and nothing else, and you will owe that field no account for the rest of your life.

There is no second stage. Nobody is going to ask you for five past six next Saturday.

And I will say one thing straight, because a page is not always the help a person needs. If what was done to you is still happening, or if today feels frightening, reach for a person rather than a page. In the United States you can call or text 988 at any hour and a real person answers. In the United Kingdom, 116 123. Anywhere else, the emergency number where you live or a national line. You never have to describe anything to anybody in order to ask for help staying.

You are standing in a light that has already come, and you were standing in it on every Saturday you drove past. That is what the written word settles in Isaiah 60, and the Holy Spirit is the one carrying it off a page and onto a field with the gates open.

Declare this over yourself

You are in Christ and Christ is in you, and that is the ground under every word coming next. This is not a feeling being worked up. It is agreement out loud with a light that has already arrived, and how this Saturday goes, and how the spring goes, the outcome is His. The written word is what settled it, and the Holy Spirit is the one who carries it.

  1. Pitch by the gate I used to have, you are a numbered square of tarmac at seven in the morning. You go to whoever arrives first and you never went to whoever deserved it. The written word says my light is come, and I am walking in through that gate this Saturday.
  2. Belief that there is no place for me, you welded a pitch and a place together on a road at forty miles an hour, and I take you apart in the name of Jesus. It was not mine and it never wrote my name, and a pitch is allocated by arrival while a place is given.
  3. Lord, my light is come and Your glory is risen on me, and the rising is only what a person does when the light has already arrived. I am getting up into a morning You already lit. And it was here on the field before I was ever up.

Why we ask you to say these out loud

The word this stands on

Isaiah 60:1

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